Can’t we go back to page one and do it all over again?

Areeba Zainab
2 min readJun 18, 2021

Last one!

I’m not sure I am brave enough to wave you off, to say goodbye, to wish well and look away knowingly we won’t be having any sessions, any project work and other all other things. Feels like we’ll are going back to before fellowship but now it would be different us, alottt different us though nothing will be same after fellowship but it would be like an empty cloud that can not be filled ever. Its so hard writing words like ‘last’, ‘good bye’, heart literally drowning; fingers stumbling, words fumbling.

Last sessions were having their own unique vibes; very different from all others. Especially that connectivity one with fellow stories. Though I still wasn’t able to tell mine that’s eating me up inside but I was their resonating with other’s stories. These stories made everything so heavy, best part was rainbows after sufferings. It was too good to see butterflies flutter after storm, hoping for my butterflies to come. I know they'll take time but they’ll be best.

We fellows are connected by hearts now, even though we all are from diverse background yet our chemistry resonates and our physics attract each other. Random Late night e-meetups would always be on! ( I hope they'll, they are only thing that would make us believe that we’re still together)

Ohh experience!!, you talking about impact it would create, well it has impacted. Fellowship has changed my fixed mindset into growth mindset and helped me in so many ways that I cannot list down. In short it has changed whole…

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